the best thing in youtube!!!!! :D

hey i uploadedz thinz! so go look at em ya buttz! i also would really appreciate some comments so yeah please?

im all hungiez but i dont feel like eating either :P

when i was like 7 and my younger older brother 9 we used to play together cuz my other older brother and my little brother were too far from our age group :P and my dad had this friend whos 8 year old son used to come over all the time cuz his parents worked all the time. my brother and i were hateful/ungrateful little monsters back then (still am(is) sort of) for some reason and hated that kid for always smiling and just being there. our parents always made us share our toys and video games or colors and made him join our little games or whatever with him cuz he was an only child and shit and had no one else to play with here and that annoyed us. one day we were building a little fort with ropes and old sheets and wood in the backyard after watching some violent movie about a dude in a tent who goes around killing people at night and then eventually hangs himself cuz he feels bad about killing all those people, cant remember what it was called but anyways we thought he was really cool for some reason (it was prolly the only thing we actually didnt hate after a long time!) except how he died in the end ._. that just traumatized us ._. so while we were building it, him (lets call him Jeremiah! it may or may not just happen to be his actual name! :D........>_>) and my dad came outside to leave him with us and for some reason my brother was being extra hateful that day and when jeremiah came skipping with his huge smile and bouncy happy attitude my brother looked up with this evil smile that made him look like the grinch! he told jeremiah we were gonna act out the scenes from the movie from last night and he was gonna play the main dude :3 and he my brother wanted to play the last scene cuz it was his "favorite" ._. the tree was too high to tie the rope up there so we were just gonna hold the rope :P ._. my brother told me to tie the rope around jeremiahs neck and i did cuz he was born first before me and thats an automatic win with me and my siblings -_- wee pulled the rope and he started choking and the housekeeper musta seen us cuz she ran out and yelled before we could actually completely kill him ._. my brother got all the blame because i was only 7 and didnt know any better about killing people and jeremiah stopped coming to our house and i dont really know what happened to him.

aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh life.
there once was a boy who loved to paint. he loved it so much that colors made him faint. yet he painted anyways. he painted trees, he painted birds, he painted worlds, he painted words. and this is where i stop rhyming. he loved to adventure with his sketchbook and pencils. never ever making one mistake while drawing so he never had an eraser. he went places a lot. he had eyes the color of fresh golden honey that saw the worlds darkness as something of light and beauty. as he grew up he discovered he had adhd as well as dyslexia but he learned to make better of it in just a few months. but then one day he met a girl with long blond hair and a killer smile. he chased her for years giving up his once undying passion for art. he started to play guitar and dressed differently and acted differently. he got her and gave up all form of art for years. one day he found her in bed with another boy. he wanted to kill them both but he stayed silent and went home to paint. he painted all their good times and then burned it all. he repeated the same routine for several months until he met a girl on the bus who was drawing on her arms. a few years later he asked her to marry him. she said yes. she developed brain cancer when she was 4 months pregnant with his child. she knew it would cost a lot to find a temporary cure and they were having a large money problem. she shot herself on the night of their anniversary. he came home from work with a bouquet of her favorite flowers to find her laying in a pool of her own blood and with the gun in her hand. he cried and cried and cried and cried for months. a burning agony growing deep in his chest. one day it burst and he shot himself with the same gun she had used.
based a on true story.

im tired of humans.
im tired of the mistreatment
im tired of the judgement
im tired of the greed
im tired of the lust
im tired of the lies
im tired of the broken promises
im tired of life..............once again
other than a few selected people i hate pretty much everyone

a bear cannot teach for it can only learn ._. bear philosophy
i feel like theres a perfect AT gif for everything lol

it be mah birfday!

Hi there! :3