VicariousE 2019-09-25 19:33:00

(stupid PM box) There's 2 kinda near me, but can't walk there, truck insurance gonna be suspended this week, then the internet, then power off before the month's over... might have some work tomorrow, so might be able... to keep something going. Landlord's agent/investor has been bugging me every weekend, gonna padlock the outside door and not answer them any more.
Tried to places that i could walk to that had signs up for help, and they said no help needed... think both signs are still up. If no work tomorrow, might try to apply again... then call the cops, press charges or some shit
Hey, thanks for thinking of me and the job idea... thanks to the rusted truck haven't been out and around to see what's new around here. Been gutter trolling for cig butts, lottery tix and w/e i can find at night :(
I'll write 1-2 more times before they pull the power, still kinda have a laptop to do something w/ but it's a real turd

VicariousE 2019-09-28 15:55:52

7 miles away it's not a pleasant walk lol. Tony's sis and bf are helping me a little w/ food and some heavy lifting 2 days and a few hours a week, but still gonna lose power/internet soon, unless someone buys my unpopular motorcycle w/ cash before thursday.
Finally figured out why the landlord upped my rate by 50% last year, his agent/investor runs the construction company that's doing work a mile down the road... same guy that's been threatening me, guess he'd rather have his mexicans in this house than offer me a job or w/e. Fat pasty guy w/ a gold's gym fob on his exposed keyring, lexus suv and 3 series bmw, hate to call him a boss anyway.
Love you lots sweetie, maybe things will work out, I'll know more tomorrow.

VicariousE 2019-10-03 01:49:29

Internet's gonna get cut off soon, but I'll do what I can to check back here. Guess I'll be at the same location, they won't file papers w/ the county till 10/31 :p Sure hope you're okay, you haven't had it easy either. You're in my thoughts every day, don't go crazy trying to send me anything, been getting a few bucks from helping Tony's sister's BF clean up his ma's house, which is 2 miles down the road from me... maybe get lucky and I can move in for a little while? Still sucks without wheels, biggest time

VicariousE 2020-02-01 09:29:08

You butt brain, PM box full. I'm unhappy but OK, got a new used phone, but having probs with it. Guess I'm 'food insecure' but did eat last night, which kept me awake too long. Got work Sat and Sun if the weather is ok... because Mexicans want too much for day labor lol

Clear out some old PMs and I will write more

VicariousE 2020-02-01 09:30:28

Ugh maybe I should find a VPN to use Skype, miss you and Nick and Brandon (he hardly ever uses Discord)

VicariousE 2020-02-07 10:47:20

well, so long as you're hedging your /betshealth... the bootiful ppl usually have nasty social diseases and don't care about sharing

VicariousE 2020-02-07 10:49:02

maybe get the hpv shot, if you can, how's thngs at home and/or w/ your bros?

VicariousE 2020-02-10 12:17:47

My pop would say the same: ppl before critters, but these feral things are easier to care for. My diet's been fucked since I can't go shopping for what my body needs, and the guy I work with can only do me so many favors.... sure wanted McD's sunday, had to skulk next door to the chinese place for overpriced food and buy girl cookies which are addictive as ciggies
Working on your PM... slowly

VicariousE 2020-02-12 11:45:27

Not long after my last comment, El came over w banquet food, then asked me about the cats, she had a spare bag of food for the cats at her workplace, but there's only 1 that comes around any more. Cats get more charity than people do lol, grateful either way

Oh, she also had a box of thin mints from the GS, guess she food shops pretty thoroughly, she wouldn't take em back... and I ate em all. Your bro food shops for the house? Miss cooking, keeps me grounded, also properly nutritionized

VicariousE 2020-02-12 15:03:37

El's brother Tony, my oldest friend, tried to call me on the burner, att doesnt do my area well, even tho can see the transmitter from the roof (which I will never climb again)

Guy friends are easier to deal w/ lol, and aside from you, havent had a female friend in many decades... and even longer since I been in a relationship w/ one, either carnal or otherwise. Still going to school, good to nail down credits when you can.

Destrayop 2020-03-25 15:28:01

BOO!

VicariousE 2020-03-30 11:37:25

things are as bad as they can be just now, but not sick, just hungry, real chance all my stuff in storage is gonna be auctioned off... shouldve let me mail you the blue wolf when I had the chance :(

Destrayop 2020-03-30 14:57:20

@VicariousE lending you my energy brother

VicariousE 2020-03-30 17:26:29

still on farm, just found out storage place put a month hold on selling contents, so ok for lil while

VicariousE 2020-04-01 05:30:13

yea, know how to avoid flu ok, being a cleaner and all kinda preps ya for ick, more worried about little things like warmth, food, hot water lights lol

but those bugs can travel far, nature doing the cleaning ok for me so far, likely only a matter of time before we all get it tbh, might be dumbed down a little before it's thru

love you guys lots, just trying to conserve energy to work and get paid this weekend

VicariousE 2020-04-12 19:35:04

Can't tell you how crazy it's been here, having a rough time getting my stuff back from storage, had to delay a day due to the weather (hitting you now, coming up the coast tomorrow/monday, don't want my shit blown off the road during transport)... but they still wanted to delay due to their problems in billing, so damn stupid, and me w/ a shit cellphone/signal.

Do hope today's been okay for ya

VicariousE 2020-04-19 12:47:23

Got some of my stuff back and stowed away, just need to.. try and get a call thru to them for the last container. The at&t phone I got is a joke, can be within sight of the transmitter and it will drop. Gonna do some looking into getting the 1200 handout from the irs.. if I take it, might have to pay 1500 to the state for not carrying health insurance, neat huh?

You get your 1200 yet? Glad you're feeling better, guess I am too, but way too many unresolved things like the tenants next door that won't leave... me not leaving the farm, and what comes next

VicariousE 2020-04-20 11:50:20

Hope unemployment goes well for ya, still have to pay back unemployment via garnished payroll checks, wasn't even a lot of money like 2 months of just over minimum wage. Welfare had even more shit tied to it.... doing direct deposit, real check or they mailing you an ATM card? Getting used to waking up somewhere else, feel better because of it?

VicariousE 2020-05-17 16:05:09

Hey Andrew got a text from ya the other day.. bless the creep, he kinda trolled me, saying he got EBS alerts regarding weird shit near military bases, lol I guess, he had me going for a while.

Got the 2nd container partially unloaded, been very lazy, likely cause of all the bad memories associated with putting the stuff in there. Been gettin at least 1 meal a day, trying to not be depressed or in trouble truck-wise. Took a roll of quarters to the bar around the corner from me, found the bar maid and her friends drinking, laughing and smoking w/out masks, almost cried... glad to know you can't kill freedom. She patted me, no worries about the small change, got a nice burger w/ 2 pickles n fries.

Other stuff sucks, but nothing new sucking. No one I know's gotten the bug, but the locals are hurting from no work.. all construction can resume tomorrow, so bring on the noise and germy folks

I'm ok, trying not to be dead inside feels like a full time job but it's not a chore... I should think about my folks more, they would've known what to say or how to act under these conditions

omg, can hear an ice cream truck lurking the mcmansion roads rrreeeeee

Love you to bits, gotta think about you more too :3

VicariousE 2020-06-06 23:58:52

Still hanging in, went back to my old hobby of gutter trolling for ciggie butts between here and the strip mall. The pizza guy's been very kind, think he really enjoys my company, but I can't survive much longer on just bread and cheese, though I got some green bits from the chinese food place, they also have been more than nice/nicer than usual. Filed for the 1200$, no idea when I'll get it or how much I can use after storage fees, electric, house gas, internet get their cut. Cousin and I got about 100 plants in, trying to keep deer away sucks, only 2-3 been eaten so far, so good...