Wanna talk about something else?
Boop
Age 26, Female
Joined on 3/23/13
- Level:
- 1
- Exp Points:
- 18 / 20
- Exp Rank:
- > 100,000
- Vote Power:
- 1.88 votes
- Art Scouts
- 1
- Rank:
- Civilian
- Global Rank:
- > 100,000
- Blams:
- 0
- Saves:
- 0
- B/P Bonus:
- 0%
- Whistle:
- Normal
im literally getting crazier
Can a personality trait be literally? I think 'literally' is used too often |:
Feelings are crazy, just listen to the music.....
No I mean my schizophrenia is getting worse somehow cuz I had a freak attack last night even though I was on medication
Describe the 'freak' attack. Voices, moods?
Freaky hallucinations
Yeesh, I used to see shit sometimes. Made my brain not do that anymore |: Also made my brain stop terrible heart racing, though it took a lot of practice, and a lot of pain, otherwise I'd be long dead. Physical pain got overcome around 8 y/o, but you never really get used to it, but surprises aren't nearly as dramatic and bad as they used to be. See my 'new' camera? It's a new, old thing :)
Yeah except I have a serious mental illness that guarantees visual and or auditory hallucinations .-.
And what you see and hear can't make any sense either... that's the really sucky part. From what I've been told, there's little to no redeeming value in all that mess. I still get auditory bugs, but that's the last of my brain static, and with my hearing on the fritz, even less than that.
I hear them more now cuz my headphones are broken and loud music helped keep them quiet
Can't they just open your head up, and laser something? Maybe sign up for trial runs.... how about low frequency radio waves via needle to those areas of the brain that are most active in schizophrenics - they wanted to do that to me, do kill the ringing in my ears, and any pain from there...
maybe i dont wanna do that ._.
My voices were mild, but if they weren't... I'd risk sticking my head in a microwave O__o
Oh, that young woman (girl) didn't seem interested when I saw her again, I still go there though. Since I bribed them all with mini pumpkins, they're all kinda chatty :) Just need to go there when it's slow, though I might try going tomorrow for a poker tourney (the strangest thing I've ever said) Really need GF, gonna try sending out emails to some chicks on craigslist.... (oh my)
I was beginning to think you were ignoring me :P
I sent you an @ on Brandon's post, but... hyphens missing |:
Oh well, if NYC gets baked, I'll have the well and the produce at least. should probably get gas while I can...
You can always say some shit on my blog, I try not to ignore anything there, or you for that matter. Full moon's almost done, feeling 'better'
Yesterday the moon was closest to the earth than its ever been apparently and it was beautiful and glowing blue
Well my cat with the cancer was put down yesterday and the other cats wouldn't eat or drink anything all day and neither did the dogs as if they were mourning him
I'm gonna try really really hard to get the band back together
Please tell Nick to stop being difficult and let me buy something for his birfday
I just suspect they don't like the food... Really pissed they don't sell sample packs of critter food n more
But if you hang out at the food dish and pet them, they'll eat
What band?
Nick's his own man, who am I to challenge that? People don't come off the rack, they're tailor made by all sorts, and are weathered and worn in different ways. The chigger bite on my right testicle still itches |:
Instead of doing something productive, I'll make a fun new post you can spam all you want
or try and make Brandon spam...
hey man .-. im gettin the band back together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yea, heard you're on a mission from God (or your pets).
Might not happen cuz Nick might not be there
Maybe Erami can fill in for him
There's no filling in on a band getting back together cuz its not the same we'll just do it tomorrow if he can't make it
O
K
._.
He might make it
Maybe me too, I might try and go out Sunday around noon. Kinda screwed up last night, but I was hungry... should've tried talking to the girls a bit...
You ready?
What, for talking on my page? I guess, still have to judge a contest, call some people :\
My ears hurt, a possum was eating cat food last night and I put a 22 bullet into it... too close to the house without earplugs :(
I may have diabetes
Yeah, that's why I don't trust modern sweeteners |: And neither did people in the 70's and 80's, but the people were ignored. When do you get tested?
I had a blood test today :P
It could be mild, something you'll grow out of. Just glad I still dilute my soda, though not happy at all at the shit they pass of as sugar! I still need the courage to: get a blood test for tick diseases, my sinuses/ears checked out, and my face lasered.
Going out to eat hon, just breathe deeply, don't let any thing bother you, especially the shit you can't change anyway.
It runs heavily in both sides of my family I can't escape it
If you were adopted, you wouldn't have known that, and had one more thing screwing yoo up
How's the drama at school?
I don't have drama lol I just have school work
I mean I wouldn't call random people sniffing my hair drama :P cuz my shampoo has this really strong scent so people always sniff it and touch it which is super awkward for me because social anxiety
Also I'm sick but have to go to school anyways :P
What shampoo do you use?
Clear :P
VicariousE
Oh that sucks, older cat?
Happy-Little-Trees
No he's a kitten