So, without anyone watching you, you become a different person, someone who can't handle being alone. Personally, I prefer to be left alone, especially right before bed
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I just feel like its unfair that I'm alone and that everyone I love eventually ends up leaving me
But the odds are you'll have loved ones around when you die, and you'll be leaving them. Circle of life, you'll pull through, just like me... and I've got quite a few less ppl in my family than you - bro and sis never made grandkids
That's my point I won't have any loved ones if I just keep disappointing them
I need to change and I don't know how to
Write down a small list of things that you think disappoint people, then put it on the inside of your rooms' door. Then you'll know what not to do............
Its not a small list
Maybe just boil it down to a few, something you can read in the morning. I had the Golden Rules in my room :\ Maybe I should print a new copy up....
I need to change more than myself
Eh? Like what?
i dunno but i know i need to
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A part of you must really want the attention
Everyone wants attention its tattooed into out brains
That's true. But the reasons for wanting them, vary by person/emotion/ego needs
yup
Yup I'm an attention whore
I used to get beat if I did anything just to get attention... guess my bro and sis did too much of that before I came along.
I was practically an only child for quite a while and daddy's little girl for even longer ._. I got just about everything I wanted almost all the time because he felt guilty for not being around much and being an addict
A cry for attention was a ticket to getting stuff I wanted
Still working a tthe book store? At least you used your powers for good that time...
Yup :P
What do you mean?
badgerbadgerbadger, job!
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A girl yesterday said she had to take flyers for Dominos door to door, which is illegal, but she and a friend did (on the Domino's punch-clock)
Bookstore job not agreeing wif you?
I like my job ._. I'll love it even more when a bunch of new books for my unfinished serieses come out near the fall :3
You mean more Naruto and stuff?
Nah my weird urban fantasy stuff possibly involving angels and or reincarnation and or some sort of relationship problem and cats
....almost sounds like Dark Angel, that old TV show with Jessica Alba.
Jensen ackles was on that show <3 He's pretty and I love him on supernatural
Jessica alba is major bitch in that show I think right?
Yeah, she kinda was. Guess it was written okay, seemed to keep me watching :\
You know what movie I hate because the book series was my favorite of all time? Beautiful creatures ._. NOTHING IN THE MOVIE WAS OK. OnO I WAS PISSED OFF EVEN FIVE MINUTES INTO IT!
I felt the same way about The Mist, and probably a bunch of other book to movie flicks
Maximum Overdrive was okay... to me, it seemed much better than the short story... maybe it's an 80's/B movie action thing
Its so bad I wish I could meet the creators and beat them senselessas well as the cast for even considering themselves for the parts
Same with the mortal instruments movie kinda
So tired, at least the fire's out... but seeing how Finn got his arm back was really good to watch a few days ago
Hey man!!! I didn't watch that!!
Books and land are 'properties' that others can fuck up as they see fit |:
Books are the greatest friends
Yeah, then you get older, then the only friends you have, are the ones who sell you things so you can forget the past... food, electricity, internet, smokes and whatever else you get from the convenience store
So you stopped watching after that thing with Finn's Pop?
I didn't even watch that
I'm gonna watch em this week with baby fin though
And which friend do you turn to, to watch that? Hulu, netflix? You'll probably have a full season to watch :)
Uh watchcartoons online.com I think ._. I can just ask Nick
VicariousE
Eh, just do what you can to improve yourself. You can't please all of the ppl, all of the time
Happy-Little-Trees
No but I wanna please the people important to me all the time because I can't handle being alone