Well im sick again :P yaaayy
I havent decided who he is yet but it was a rough draft for a school project thing I did a few days ago and I'm actually quite proud :T
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Eat Oreos if you want something scientifically addictive, and less likely to land you in jail.
Feel better my love *hugs*
I'm not gonna do cocaine it ruined my life without me ever even doing it
Remind me where your family goes to banquet? Mostly charity dos? If so, you need an increase in allowance. How's the book store, haven't mentioned that in a while....
I only go to do inventory and perform surgery on the rental books people keep damaging
What do you mean .-.? Middle eastern/African/ Ukraine charity stuff and a few times for the growth of Muslim places of worship but we don't do that anymore :P
I need a new phone but I can't afford it ._.
Budget of 20$? My pizza and pack of smokes cost me more than that tonight. Been giving away munchkin pumpkins, once I find a few buyers, I'll get someone to help me pick all these things |: No sooner than a month ahead of Halloween, I'm not that much of a whore, though the local veg/fruit stand are closing up......
I don't have much supply money but I need charcoal sticks and chalk :P
I've been very careful with my money
Aww man the mention of cigarettes makes my chest hurt D': and a dramatic scene play through my head
Can't steal the chalk from school? Oh yeah, they use marker/wipe boards now yeah? They just add cancerous chalk to other things |:
the art chalk sir :P
Pish posh of the toffers, chalk is chalk, unless it's not solid enough to grip
Did you mean colored pieces, and not the big ones that little kids like to break?
The ones with the deep bright colors that's easy to blend and layer and spread and shit :P
Hm, see what you mean. I was never good at smudging like that on paper, sorta easier to do on a computer :\
...should I even attempt to chat up females that are in their 20's? I get genuine little smiles, but wonder, "what the fuck, my hair's almost completely escaped me, I'm old enough to be her father :("
I say just stop looking because 85% of the time we find things we need when we aren't even looking :P also remember the key to happiness is low expectations
It's not the looking part, it's the talking part, I'm a chickenshit if there's even a chance... married women, older women, no prob
Don't go for younger girls ._. The time for that has stopped ._. Its creepy to be with someone WAY older/younger than you now and normally I would say don't care about what anyone else thinks and just do what you want but not only is it creepy its also a bad idea because most of the time it doesnt end well
I'm going for anything with a heartbeat, and isn't too young, which sucks when I'm at the bar |: But, I can't go for taller chicks, or ones that outweigh me, or are quite saggy and have older kids and ex husbands... I don't think that's particularity picky either
Its really picky actually
Have you ever considered school teachers? I don't know seems like a good idea if you don't want kids cuz they hate kids :P especially middle school and high school teachers
Maybe I should rent a GF first, at least get my confidence up, remember what it was like :\
Do what you want its really best not to take advice from a stupid 16 year old lunatic
I haven't evolved much since I was a 16 y/o metal (mental) case, my cagey side always wants to shut me up, get me all timid and shit
I'm trying to better myself
Good, just keep at it. After high school, it starts getting harder to change for the better
Its not going so well but I did lose a bunch of weight ._. Just need to lose a little more .-.
I'm also trying to be nice because I'm not
And then learn how to be more of a girly girl and give up my obsession with knives
I couldn't test drive the car yesterday cuz I was sick!! D': but I may go next week so yay! :D
Brandon and Nick are here... but I gotta go, too tired. I said some stuff on Brandon's post.... he had the best hangout :(
I hate my brother
Did he hold you up when we were all here, or something else (like not driving a muscle car)?
Oh he doesn't know about that
I just wanted to state my hatred for my brother ._. That's all
My Pop used to aggravate me too, guess it kept me on my toes :\ but I hardly get put in the hot seat... I can deal with cops, scary humans in lonely places, but can't talk to a woman I find attractive, FFFfff. Somehow I think I'm not good enough to be someone's special guy, and I can only blame the shit heads in school and all the crappy bosses I've had. If I could freeze time for a few seconds to compose myself before speaking... shit, that would work. Wait, don't let's talk about that...
Talk about what?
Stuff. Mushy relationship stuff :p I'm gonna get cleaned up and stalk the night, it's nice having a 24 hr a day food shopping place near me, just loathe the local cops
Mushy relationship stuff? Like what?
CLICK HERE for 14 tips and tricks to improve your confidence around the opposite sex!!
Btw, while I was getting cat food and and lunch meat, I noticed the cover of Elle magazine had a girl on the cover, that looked just like you! Couldn't find a good picture of it on their site... almost broke my laptop
Well whatre you exactly afraid of?
Interesting.....I gotta find it now
That feeling of unacceptance, so common in school...
IDK, I saw a small pic, but it's in the electronic edition link at the bottom of the main page
2 days left to bikeaggedeon. After I sleep, I'm off to find out how much it costs to test for tick bite germs, and (hopefully) get over to the tooth doctor, make an appointment I just have to keep this time. I;ll be back to being poor in no time
Just build a wall around yourself so that it doesn't matter what they think of you
Its a pretty nice bike you should get it. Its got a pretty ok resell value so I say go ahead and try
What about her exactly looked like me?
Build a wall of courage, in the face of ...emotional adversity.
Haven't priced what a new 350cc Honder would go for, probably around 6 or 7 grand. Also, praying the front fork isn't bent... the only way I know how to straighten that out, it to hook up a chain, and yank the fucker back into true (the opposite of what bent it originally), using the backhoe like a sidemounted catapult
Thanks for the good advice, my sweet. Maybe too sweet.. when do you see the hematologist again?
Next Wednesday in going in for another test
One day someone will definitely climb over that wall for you
I think you should ask Nick though because I'm not a guy and I don't have a dick
"Stein Finals" is on calendar for Wed. Not doing it, too weak :p You see who can hold out their arm the longest, with a full pint of water in a big glass stein... think I still have my Budweiser one from Spenser's, early 90's
My blood test is harder than your blood test... sneaky bugs I likely have
I've been getting blood tests my whole life .-. i quite enjoy them along with shots :P i also really like going to the dentists because they give me this blue toothpaste with edible silver sparkles in it and its got unicorns on the tube! unicorn toothpaste!! its unicorn poop!
Aww thanks, I need a wall jumper in my life.
You were more like a brick to the face :)
Im Rapunzel while simultaneously being her tower .-.
Ever drink the white milkshake? Ghost poop! That was awesome watching my illuminated guts on screen, all twitching n shit. Eat beets/beet soup? Carrie Poop! Metheline Blue? Smurf whizz!
stop making fun of me! D':
I no maek fun ob yu :O
-_- The bike's up to 3 grand now (my bid lol)... past that, I might take a pass. Really should've gotten a hold of the seller sooner, taken a look at it today... maybe tomorrow if he gets back to me
Also got a lot of lawn cut... but not much else.
I'm lazy. And sick. My one eye keeps acting like it's got pink eye :p so I've been taking that contact lens out at night. You still wear those colored ones?
no i wear glasses now but my eyes have been slowly getting darker the past few months .-. not sure how long thatll last though
I briefly went out with this one Italian blond who had black eyes, a few flakes of brown in it... that was before those colored contacts were even available to the public. Really got respect for all those actors/actresses wearing those terrible things in sci-fi, most of them couldn't be worn for more than a few hours at a time.
on my birth certificate it says eyes: black
Okay, so they were listed as black on your title (BC)... and you say they're getting darker than black?
You gots them black hole eyes darlin
sucking in all that you see...
Well no it was black and then like a few weeks later they for this weird blue green mix then it just changed colors and then a few months ago it started getting bluer and bluer until it was green and then it went to hazelish gray color then it got light brown and now its just switching between different shades of brown
OMFG, you actually went to the BBS! I saw your name on the bottom of the page!!1
Aww, I gotta run and do this money transfer thing, back in an hour
have fun dont die
Can you have fun without tempting loss?
Where there's a gain there's a loss so no
Oh I've had massive losses before I even got to the 'fun', but I get your drift.
Saw the helmet, it's sure good looking. Looks kinda Star Warsy, any idea about the design?
Nah its cheap looks and sounds good so I suggested it
I try not to over think things
I suppose if I overthought things I wouldn't have a need for something to protect my head?
It's a good helmet site, thanks! Still have to overthink before I buy..
I called the guy selling the bike, no answer. From his stats, I'd say he's been plenty busy selling shit, but also probably has a day job...
Did you leave a message at the tone? I find that helps
Yup. He might call tomorrow, dunno. I figured he placed his ad around 7pm, that'd be a good time to call him... maybe the deal's blown? We'll see. Gonna be warm up here this weekend... time t pik teh pumpkins when it dries out a bit, get them sold by the bushel... which I sure hope covers the cost of my overbidding
Going to the fall festival here Sunday maybe
That sounds nice.
My sis called, left a message saying they (bro and sis) found a buyer who's offered enough for the farm. I don't wanna talk to her about this |:
it is nice ._. theres gonna be a knife throwing thing there and I'm training for it with my brother :P missing my dad a lot
hmm.....where will you stay?
Shit I'm missing both my parents
No idea, and I don't think I'll be getting enough to buy a small farm, even if it's out of the way
I'm really fucked and I went to a lot of places looking for company, but no, and I haven't eaten yet so I'll try IHOP... can't cook when I feel this way
I just woke up :P gonna make some ramen maybe
me too |: still not happy
once something wakes me up, im up and my body clock is fucked for days
I'm not done being sick
330 this morning something woke me up then I heard some shit... I can not win
Finally got sleepy enoguh to conk out at 10, now I'm up around 5/6pm grrrr
I'll have the bike home this time Sunday, but because I got no MC license or brain bucket, I don't think he'll let me try it out..... what a gamble :O He is going to drive the thing into the truck bed though
For 3 grand, I could've gotten a car with heat, something the truck doesn't have
so my brother took my car until i get at least a permit right? and within 15 minutes of driving it around he got a ticket for the plates being expired and a bunch of other shit with the registration and shit lol Ive been driving that car around for 2 years now without a license or a permit and have never been caught yet he gets caught after less than 20 minutes with it
I know that feel, sorry that happened :( Oh well, he pays the tickets... the car didn't get impounded did it? Best to stay legit, maybe the cop noticed you weren't driving it, this is if any cops have seen you driving.
Yeah, not taking the bike on the road till it's all legit... well, I gotta take it to a track for a 3 day license test thing, hope it doesn't cost much. Might even be able to do a poker run or something before it gets too cold, but, maybe not, need experience
I got hurt on the bike, it's sad. Hope my cousin doesn't say anything...
read the bottom bit, i was going about 20 mph
did you say you payed 3 grand? lol
feel free to delete the last comment
im gonna keep it lol
Couldn't find neutral or first, ended up hitting 3rd, back wheel kicked out while I was braking...
If at first you don't succeed, right. But I dont think I'll be getting my MC license this year, need practice, and now, work on the bike. Street bike on fluffy dirt, dur
wait what's the title of this post?!?!
think I got you beat just now sweetie,
it's the horror of trying to sleep and what terrible pain will await me when I get up
Ha I don't think so lol
I can't lift my right arm without pain, I can't cough without pain... there's lots of pain, and I haven't acclimatized to it, like all the other problems I have learned to live with. perhaps shame should be added to that list. Therefore, your response is inaccurate. At least your cage isn't empty..
your bro still able to drive?
I cant lift my left shoulder without pain and thats not ok because im mostly left handed, my head and chest pains have been growing viciously to the point where sometimes I have to excuse myself from class for half an hour to throw up a few times, I cant sit in one place for more than 15 minutes or else my tailbone will start shooting a flair of hot white pain up my spine for the rest for the day and sometimes adding to the headache! I cant turn my neck completely without it feeling like something just hammered the side of it really hard. Every time I laugh it feels like all my rib cage is tightening then widening way too much ._. im not trying to win here im just in serious pain
yup and I still have to drive around with him
Joint pain? I didn't know. What's causing that?
Still think we should put you in a big plastic hampster bubble
Side effects from a bunch of medications
What about reconstructive surgery? Overtime there could be a day where the pain doesn't wake you up.
Maybe not waking up is okay
Yeah, waking up is the hard part. Have you tried those medicated patches? A friend of mine swears on those Flector patches... if I don't fell much better tomorrow, I may use the ones I already have... if they aint expired :| Or maybe I'll just chew on one
I'm off to sleep/nap - just showed the house/farm to a family... seem really nice, hope they buy the place.
I'm beginning to think that for people like us, who live on the fringe of really rich areas like NYC Philly
there IS no good healthcare, unless you pay in gold or firstborns
My ex-gf called me before... gah. No kids either, but she's on her second husband now
i never want a second marriage ._. if the first doesnt work out im just gonna stop trying
Hmm, she married a Turkish guy first.. then divorced, then married her ex's Turkish boss. It's all good, last I heard |: When she gets out of school tomorrow, I'll meet her at the Titled Kilt for lunch
I get to leave school early for my permit test tomorrow
Road or written? Brandon;s about, and I gotta get cat food before a pussy riot breaks out |:
Soo nice to sleep. What vehicle would you use for a road test?
My dads old 2003 camry
That's wacky, we had a 1/4 semester class on the written test, and took it in school. I think I got 91% or 89% right... the fuck does it matter what the fines are, they remind you of that in DMV paperwork all the time! Good luck hon, don't let the creepy grimy place throw you off your game
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