I really have nothing to say but got really tired of the last post ._.
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get out! ._.
im going to murder you ._. in front of your family ._. then burn them all alive unless they eat your dead body ._. :) have a good night and remember i love you ._.
green bean :|
boil em then fry em up with bread crumbs and pour melted cheese on em ._. like macaroni and cheese but green bean and cheese .-.
Song reminds me of Asteroids Galaxy Tour, it's good. Still doesn't show the way out of the cage......
wow...i take it you don't like onions...
i actually kind of really like onions lol
they just remind me of shrek and i really hate that movie
http://gorillavid.in/39w0ds6f27hc wait for the timer at the bottom to say continue, then press it for the video ._. It's an episode of MASH and quite relevant
is it really?? ._.
THE KEY TO HAPPINESS IS LOW EXPECTATIONS!!!
I was at a concert Tuesday night with Chelsea and at work yesterday .-.
who was playing?
Red Fang, American Sharks, and Big Business.
Got some Red Fang "Night Destroyer" Hot Sauce, 2 American Sharks shirts (one mine the other for my sister), and got some pics taken with the singer and drummer from American Sharks. Also shook ands and chatted with him for a couple minutes. He's like a foot taller than me and I didn't really expect that cause he looks shorter on stage o-o
So hes the opposite of Danzig (who is like 5'5" or something) who looks like he'd be this big imposing dude. But in actuality hes pretty short but still too muscular looking.
ugh brandon likes red fang
I don't have any goals or expectations, like I did growing up or as a young adult
dont expect to be happy ever ._. just keep living the way you are ._. you get used to it if you dont think about it
It's good advice, but that's what I've been doing, since I got told my 'fortune'
Maybe my mind safe isn't as big as Finn's
fortunes arent real if they come from someone who doesnt even fucking know you ._. unless theyre from the swamps ._. then you have to trust them ._. the lady before mama korina was magical lol
She was dead for the better part of an hour, drowned as a little girl under a frozen lake, big news back in her day. Even had a few follow up reports when she got older. reality is creepy
death is peace
Death is awful, especially at the purgatory and hell levels :| You always have this feeling like you should be a better place, while all the while, your mind slowly dies. Actually hell is very quick, your soul is stripped of what is was, and sent away.
i believe its all just an endless black void full of all the things you did wrong
Maybe that's why my purgatory was/will be completely bare.... I'm mostly by myself IRL
My entire life
not once have I ever made a right decision
I'm just full of horrible ideas
there's literally no-one I hate more than myself
its not just my brain either its my looks too
its actually more my looks than my brain
I'm hating me too
and in wanting to preserve the last of my looks... I'm thinking about throwing the inside cat outside, so my skin doesn't get infected by her litter - the dust goes everyhwere, I can taste it when I go downstairs
Your looks are fine O_o what are you on about?
No they aren't my face and everything else is really fat and gross
C'mon, that must've been you! Maybe you could use some eyeliner or mascara, but even that would mess with your natural beauty O_o Besides, I'm closer to 200 lbs than you are |:
i hate gunk on my face ._. i only wear makeup when mama korina makes me for like special occasions and shit but my face looks really fucking dirty when i do that
im like 100 something
See, no problems. You got no problems with your weight either :| Besides all that stuff doesn't matter, till a few years after HS, when everything's more or less settled
i dont think ill make it that far especially now when i have little to nothing to live for ._.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5MN6VgsFFU
Can't listen to music or imagine better things when you're gone |: Myself, I've just run out of new fantasies to believe in... hm, something to new to work on :)
Did you listen to the song though?
You have Brandon to make you listen to music lol
imagine I'm not gone and living a happy life and then you can imagine better things :)
What if everyone was just different shades of primary colors and when they had babies they made secondary colors and there'd be wars between the different shades lol and whoever died either turned white or black depending on bad or good and when you're old you just turn gray and if you get lighter the more you age you're gonna be white cuz you were horrible and if you're darker you're black? Lol I would live there.
Oooh!!! And you're like a different shape depending on what color you are!!!!!
We had to do this thing in 5th grade where you get two giant cut outs of a body and you have to list the things you don't like about yourself in one body and the things you like in the other :P I kinda thought about that when I made my hate paper last year ._. Anyways after we were done we had to list them out in front of everybody to see how much people agree with your lists but just about everyone hated me in fifth grade and thats partly the reason my self esteem died ,_, the rest was my step mom
I guess you have to think and agree when different people say the same things about you. ._.
I'm picky with audio, and sometimes if the lyrics aren't belted out on an 80's stadium guitar...
Just heard something similar on the BBC... change the world, you have one minute to make your pitch. One guy said we should all have telescopic noses, and every time we lied, it would change color.
5th grade was a long time ago, you've certainly been through a lot since then.
Listen to it!! The lyrics are good and I'm trying to learn the accordion part
No no not noses special contact lenses that change color when you're lying "eyes are the windows to the soul" it'd be cool!! And everyone has to get them when they're 2 because 2 ._.
And it should be white when you're telling an actual white lie lol
people would be nicer, families and friends would be closer and if you're on the internets your font should change color and there'd be a plug that connects to your computer or device leading from something taped to your head and you have to plug it in otherwise your device won't work :3
Yeah a lot has changed I got raped and my mother killed herself then I lost the guy I thought I loved but was only with cuz I didn't like being alone then actually loved somebody made some bad.choices and ended up losing them and then became an orphan and etc etc
You play an accordion? Nah, eyes wouldn't work, everyone would wear shades, though the cops would have you remove them. You can't change human nature hon, can only check yourself before you wreck yourself...
We get scars and stuff, and we learn not to get more. At least you're mostly still you. Been trying to get something to eat for the past few hours... brother and Tony on the phone till 2, dishes, then timely stuff here. I'll be back soon :) Still trying to figure out how to trim my cat's back claws... and file thema bit too O___O cat's don't like foot play
The things I know how to play: bass, drums, piano, keyboard, keytar, xylophone, guitar, viola, violin, triangle, the really big bass, spoons!!!, banjo, flute, and in the process of teaching myself accordion ._.
I want a brow scar cuz that seems badass!
I hate long nails....they're gross and stuff gets under em and you could end up murdering people ._.
The big bass is a cello.... so when did you get your hands on these, do you own many of them?
No, leave the head intact... it may be necessary for identification purposes |:
Yeah long nails are lame, but it's going to take a while to work on the cat, maybe I should throw some sand bags on her.
No there cello and then a then bigger one
I own all of them, my very first was the viola at age four and the last so far is accordion :P
most of them were self taught so I don't know the terms I just play ._.
I have one cat that will come to me and stick his paws out when he needs to
I'm just concerned that after I manage to cut a few nails, she'll let me file them a bit... she's been scratching a lot. Gotta be in the evening though, because she's covered in clay litter dust, which destroys my skin
So you can play a buncha stuff... maybe you could record something? If I had all those, I'd record a simple ditty on one instrument, then record another one, and another... then mix it together
yeah i do do that sometimes :P im waiting to mix em all together one day :P
That's how I had to do audio for the TV show, adding stuff together, and hoping it all synchs
One-lady-woman-thing symphony!!! Lol
Google some pictures of 'one man bands', some of the older pics are fucking outrageous.
There was a song about this one-man band with a nice tune but I forgot the name!!
An old song from the 70's or 80's? Hmm...
No clue either... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKbz6gCmlWw
You don't like the neolithic vibe?
I'll listen to it at home :P I'm trying to acquire some money :P
wanna buy your face? :D plus shipping? :D I'm desperate now so please say yes ._.
How could you get money from me, you won't even give me your address so I can send Wolfy. Besides my face sucks anyway, I'd prefer a new one ._. Why the need for money all of the sudden, don't you get an allowance, or is mama kornia in control of all the money?
Because my dad owes multiple people
I'm not good with money
I think I'm selling my house around November to pay for life which you can't bargain for a cheaper deal with
This isn't fair
Hmm, sounds rough, guess the family has a lawyer to deal with that... I know certain things have a 'statute of limitations' where they're not allowed to collect, after a certain period of time.
And now I'm stressed and suicidal again but this time it makes sense I think. I'm very close to having becoming a whore being my last option and I think I wanna die before that happens
I've never been good at trying my best. my best is always lousy and I'm tired of that.
(I'll let you in on a little secret - we're all whores)
For the first time ever I'm actually scared of what's gonna happen to me
Besides, you're too young to be good yet, even at your best... and at my age, you'll be fantabulous, really.
I doubt I'll make it to even half your age Steve
...and we are all scared of what's going to happen to us. The supply lines that keep us going can suddenly not be there on a moments notice, like that one basketball team owner :\
Anytime you feel scared, put it to use, gain skills, learn to live no matter what happens. You could still do the girl scouts, might be nice to get out of the house, meet new people
i never wanna be a girl scout again
i called the bookstore guy again begging for a job and he asked why dont i just ask my parents for money so i told him my situation
he called 3 hours later and gave me the job
i dont like being around girls my age they make me feel bad about myself and i think 4 out of 5 of em are complete bitches
And yeah, it's been one of those days. And last night I found unequivocal proof the Obama wants to destroy our country, to rebuild it as a socialist state, almost like Cuba, am not happy
Eh he won't get that far he has children.....daughters...2 of em!
Yeah, I figured the other girls were stuck up bitches, otherwise I'm sure you would've stuck with it, same thing with me too. Only boy scouts |:
Good, hope you do well.
Boy scout sounds more fun honestly ._.
I need like 2 more
2 more what, badges? When do you start work? You know you'll be on your feet a while, hope you can adjust okay.
its pretty empty most of the time
I get payed to just kinda stand there and maybe read I dunno
You might have to open boxes and put out new stock, or box stuff up for the UPS guy... watch you don't get cut on boxes. Store might be a front for something.... rent is expensive, unless he owns the store, even then...
Organization is fun though ._.
I'll give it a listen in the morning
Be careful at the bookstore though, I'm sure a few customers will hold their noses high, only because they're well read (but not well bred or lived)
Steve yknow what sucks? I have horrible genes ._. I'm only saying this cuz you said well bred and I'm like yeeh I can't do that
cyclic vomiting syndrome, depression, anxiety, heart disease, diabetes, schizophrenia, multiple types of cancer and a shitload more so its good that I possible can't have children I mean I don't even like them
speaking of my half brother and his sister are being dropped off here tomorrow to stay for most of summer
I'm pretty sure I get payed for it if not I'm demand I do because that tiny bitch tried to kill me multiple times and I don't like her daughter
Durr, I'm not any better |: I got the stupid Indian and Polish genes, I'm as misbegotten as you, and from older parents/materials >:P From what I can see of you, yeah, you got problems to, but it's like the man said, the one thing in life you can never change, is who your parents are (and never 'were')
Oh your poofy brother? Excellent, try and have a good time... don't let their hyperness get to you
Payed for them visiting you? Shit, might as well :\ Hope she's chilled the f out since then, been a few years since you mentioned her |:
Nobody would want me eventually anyways
No no I get payed for pretty much babysitting them for a whole month
I mean I love my brother but I HAAAAATTTEEEE his sister cuz she's like the chip off the old block
All you have to do is look at the boys you like, and maybe say hi after a while, you look fine, any guy would be flattered and honored
Well lemme know how the visit goes, maybe you should set up a surveillance system....
I doubt they'd be flattered and or honored cuz none of the previous ones were
I'm gonna constantly follow them everywhere they go ._.
Boys are stupid, I know, I was one.
Sounds like you're going to have fun spying when you're not at work... maybe padlock your door.
Uuggghhh they're on their way
Going to bed, here's an artist who paints stuff http://lampabot.newgrounds.com/
Hope you got everything in order for their arrival, including 'insurance' and a charged cellphone with a 911 button |:
I don't need it I know how to take care or children
plus I have mama korina
bitch puked on my carpet
OH MY GOD HIIIIIIIIII I LOVE YOU HOW ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Red Fang are like my favoritest band ever ._.
Hell I have like triple the plays for them than my number 2 band on last.fm.
Also hi ._.
yeah hes obsessed with them ._. i dunno if he still is but he used to be
Ew, kiddie puke. Sure beats me puking in my buddy's air conditioning vent while he was taking me home, piss drunk.
yeah but she did it from bouncing around after eating too much
Saw that a lot at my old job, pizza, cold soda, and spinny rides = upchuck
http://jiovanni.newgrounds.com/ just wrote me back... too tired, put a lot of work in today - hoed a few rows, moved stuff outside, picked through what got left behind....
Me too. Passed out for 2 hours, woke up tired, ate a little... now I'm here for a lil while
fell asleep a little after 6
then woke up 2 hours later
had some brownies
then went back to bed
slept more for about 3 hours
woke up again when the little devil child kept banging on my door to make her food even though mama korina had already made them breakfast
came here i think for like 5 minutes
gave her a plate full of mama korinas food
went back to bed and slept for 2 more hours
woke up from a nightmare
now im here
Works gonna be okay tomorrow, just do what you can to rest up for it :) It might seem sucky at first, but in time might be a fun paying gig! Ugh, pre-humans....
1 And half hour till its time and I can't sleep
I'm happy I'll be out before she wakes up
I've done free labor for the place already to show how I'm perfect for working there but he had said no at the time
Aw, just pace yourself, I didn't sleep well either. The outside cats are a 24/7 pain, damn porch monkeys
I made fancy bookmarks with damaged books in the back I was supposed to get rid of and sold em for 50 cents and got to keep the money I made :) and extra 5 bucks cuz I skipped lunch
Lol, really? You got to sell 'written off' books?! I used to get them at the auction for at least 2 bucks apiece, didn't matter the front cover was gone |: I used to just give them away or keep them, when I worked for the mall, I'd pull em out of the garbage...
Or do you mean you sold fancy dead book bookmarks for 50 cents? I got nuked outside....
Nah I grabbed a few sharpies and scissors and made bookmarks to promote the popular books with old damaged books lol yeah! I basically sold old books
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